![]() If you have a project or goal you stick to it until you succeed or fail, and when you get a setback you try again. You get going on your own terms and run with the ball to the finish line. You don’t wait around for others to be ready. Loners know themselves better than anyone else, and this allows them to understand those around them better.” 2) You’re self-motivatedĪn aspect of the lone wolf personality that’s extremely positive is that lone wolf personality types tend to be highly self-motivated. Self-awareness is very important and difficult to achieve. Loners choose to embrace these feelings and become fully aware of them. “Many people choose to ignore their thoughts and emotions. You know yourself well and know how to optimize your life in every aspect.Īs the self-development website Higher Perspective explains: You don’t push down emotions, but you also don’t revel in negative emotions or victimhood. ![]() You’re humble and realistic, but also self-confident and proactive. You are aware of your shortcomings, your strengths, and your potential. One of the clearest signs you have a lone wolf personality is that you are highly self-aware. The truth is that many people spend their whole life never really getting to know themselves. ![]() Let’s find out… The top 10 signs you have a lone wolf personality 1) You know yourself well In short: do you have a lone wolf personality? My whole life feels on the brink of collapse every single day that I wake up, my health is failing, and I can’t even get an interview much less get hired at a day job.Do you like to do things your own way and stand apart from the crowd?ĭo you feel annoyed by groupthink and frustrated with conformity?ĭo you get your kicks on your own terms and work for your goals solo without wanting or needing recognition? Life is kinda crappy at the moment and there’s no two ways about it or sugar I can coat it in. I feel like I should have more to put down, but I really don’t. Jus sayin, when people ask why millennials are so dark in our humor and always joke about dying this is why. ![]() Especially when you consider that the alternative is just continuing along in this capitalistic hellscape that is my life at the moment. Cause if my faith is to be believed then I’ll be transported to a place where I can just live in peace with no expectations placed upon me, and frankly that sounds fucking rad. Either way, these clots will either work themselves out or they’ll kill me and frankly I’m not really sure which one is better or worse. But then again, I’m not 100% sure that this hasn’t been the case since as long as I can remember. Lack of insurance really makes it difficult to treat and diagnose ailments cause all of that costs money and money at the moment is in very short supply. Found out my clots are back and this time I actually have a DVT which pretty much sucks especially when you consider that I don’t have health insurance any more. I know that with time and effort I can figure out whats going on, but tbh the latter is in very short supply these days. It’s something that bothers me but doesn’t have an east solution so I generally choose to not engage with it, at least until I have the mental energy to. I wish I could say that this is something that happens rarely but it honestly seems like it’s happening more and more, yet I can’t figure out why. It’s also strange to have such a feeling of love and comfort with people, yet still feel so isolated and alone in their presence on occasion. One thing leads to another and then all of a sudden I feel like I’m back at square one and can’t figure out which way I’ve been going, much less which way I’m supposed to go. I’ve spent so much of my life working towards goals when the posts just keep moving every time they seem to be within reach. It’s an odd feeling to not want to die but also not want to exist, it’s not sadness or pain that’s causing me to feel this but rather just exhaustion. There are still moments when I feel like something that shouldn’t be or perhaps that I’m not where I’m supposed to be. These feelings have waned much in the last couple of years with therapy and learning good safety tools but they still rear their heads on occasion. Ever since I was young there was always this overriding since of not belonging or being “othered” no matter where I find myself or who I am with. ![]() Loneliness has always been a familiar feeling for me. It doesn’t feel lonely per say because I’m not technically “alone” but rather it feels lonely for no other reason then just it feels that way. There’s no music playing, no sounds of keyboard keys clacking, mouse buttons clicking, or conversation between the people that reside in my home. It’s quiet tonight……… I can hear the soft humming of the air purifier, the traffic as it rushes by a block away, and the hum of electricity in the walls and the floors. ![]()
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